Saturday

Finally!! Relief is my name. We have new tables, chairs, air-condition in our tuition. The class room is bigger. Now we dont have to get stuffed in the small room and die of suffocation. lol. But i think its to big for 2o of us. Oh wellz.. When to pizza after tuition...

Actually.....my dad allowed me to go to ER but after thinking twice...i thought dat 'someone' wouldnt want to see me and dat i would spoil his mood. So i didnt go. And most of my frenz werent going..so yea. At least stpeh talked to him and...nevermind.

Anywayz....My cat got stcuked in between th dawai of the gate. Who on earth asked it to climb the gate just to get to the otherside to take the fish??? Dats what happens to buglars. Lol. Poor thing. I think it has a phobia now coz it doesnt want to climb anymore. Lolz..

Gawd! studied like a maniac dat is about to die. 3 chapters of form 1 geo oredi want to mati just to remember everything. And shit! this is semester. I need a new memory card for my brain. Its over-loaded. Haiz...Must kah we have stupid semester test. Sheesh. PJK....must i study for PJK?? nah....i'll just read all the nonsancicle stuff. Jk.

Arghh!!!! my hair!! Bullshit! (sorry sha) Why did i let my friend dye it!! it luks like a sloth! I nid to erase this stupid colour. Its brown. Light brown. My hair....!!! My mum totally freaked when she saw it. I think she almost died. "Gurl!!! wat happen to ure hair!!!! (actually, she screamed first) Dye it bak!! now!!!" And so i did. I went to the hair dresser after dat coz my hair needed to be fixed.

Obsessed much wid my buk!!! Love at sea....how romantic is dat. Maybe not for you but in that buk..Its totally. dream catcher. Crossed Bones... I love it. 2nd best from little black dress. :) I can read it for up two 7 hours none stop nobody can stop me...muahaha!!!!

Okay, dats enough. I want a new bed!! mines spoiled. Lol.

Peace!

Small fry song =)

You drive me crazy, oh baby

With that cute little smile on youre face

Youre short and stubby, Adorablely

So amazing in my eyes

Now i dont know what to do

I'm speechless with you

You drive me crazy, oh baby

Youre my beautiful little man.

This song was created by Steph....I dont know why she started singing it but this is dedicated for someone whom we think is cute

Peace!

Small fry song =)

You drive me crazy, oh baby

With dat cute little smile on youre face

Youre short and stubby, Adorablely

So amazing in my eyes.

Now i dont now what to do

I'm speechless with you....

You drive me crazy, oh baby

Youre my beautiful little man.

This song was created by steph when she suddenly started singing...i dont bloody know why...

But its dedicated for someone who we both think is adorable

Days

Argghh!!! bloody pig!! Stupid sejarah projek cost so much.

Eee...we wasted worrying about black paper, white paper, colorful paper on sumthing which we have to re-do again. So very very very destupidedelocodepeley. Damn! And then isi kandungan brapa kali salah salah salah. Haiz...i cant believe this. Our effort. Now need to take out more effort.

Lol. No not lol. Shit!

Adoh hai...Kesian i see that guy from my tuition centre...sorry dude. I wont reply you. Not now, not ever. I'm so not interested in any relationship with morons or human boys. I know ppl say this wont last but we'll see. I just cant stand any mushy mushy stuff with any human boys right now. It doesnt work. Not rili work.

This would be the 3rd Friday i miss ISCF and go to skul late. Haiz... Preposterous. Now..i dunno what anymore.

Always cannot see him on Friday

Oh yes! My lisan. Shit my lisan. If ckg. BM macam macam jaga him. Susah payah i hafal everything then later he say stupid things i'm going to glare at him in the most sarcastic way ever. Ish! babi. Lisan about news paper artikals. How lame right?

I got tuition tomoro. So slow they learn. Now still at pytagoras thereom. We past that oredi. I don wan go tuition tomoro!!!! It sux! Oh my gosh.

My head is so heavy... everything is inside it. So stress..semester 1 coming. I feel like a big crap. I want to go to church.

My daddy at taipeng liaw...coming bak soon..I hope his fine..

May God Bless Him.

Why??

Stupid lah.....why! why, must semester be on ER week??!!!

Shit! I want a miracle! like seriously. God......pliz..

I want to tell him something...and its important. I really want too....I miss him.. All of us were hoping that ER wouldnt be on exam wik. But then i guess somethings just dont want us to meet. I tought that everything would turn out just fine But this is what happens. So idiota. I so regreted i planned everything out oredi. I cant believe this is my destiny. I feel so numb....Damn.

I guess destiny isnt strong enough to take back
someones feelings or make that person change his/her mind..

Now i know...nothing will ever happen and its over. I will never keep in touch wid him again.

WtF

What is that person thinking!?? Why is she doing all of this crap?? So pathetic. I cant believe her perasan-ness. I would rip her apart if i were in dat situation. Bodoh dat other person go and tell false shit to her. My god! Why the world so perasan like babi ??!!! If this goes on, i'm going to do sumthing. That person is wrong. Bloody shit! Who does she think she is?? Babi dat shit! Fuck her. I cant believe it!! It stoped then happen again. Asses this days.

Finally

So soon....finally, he replied. 3 months man! Finally. Man..i really miss him....Sish! Is it so hard to reply me.....Only when i accidently message his mum then he reply. After dat he became lawa and dont want to reply anymore. Haiz.... I am so hapy! Finally he replied. I wan go message him again. I feel so companied and my stress completely dissapears. I cant wait to give him the letter. Esha says its okay but i dunno. Steph says its okay too. So i'm juz going to give it to him and sees wat happens after dat. God give me a miracle!!! PLease.. I will do anything to get him back. Anything.

But no nuding included oF courz. Steph!!! pray man.

Peace!

.......

Yay!! I got my phone bak..., I got my phone bak! Now..i'm free to message! Of corz my parents dont know. But hu cares. hmm....I wonder if ppl know the number. If they dont then theyll end up koling my old phone..kesian kesian. Just like en ni. Haiz...Damn i havent find my teka-teki yet. Okay...ckg. Awang is going to kill me. And steph. If we dont do it. Haiz...dat guy has been messaging me. 24/7. Wat does he want?? I said no. Then his friend pulak kacau ppl like a maniac. Ppl this days....

Peace!

I'm Just A Little To Not Over You

Haiz...Yea i have been messaging him for the past few days....

Funny thou i know he reads it. And i know hes annoyed. So if he wants me to stop sms..then just say lah...He just keeps reading and then deleting..of courz i'll keep snding...Haiz dat guy. Besides...I rather waste my kredit on him..i think its worth it to annoy him. Perhaps one day he will reply..I hate it when ppl dont reply messages..Lol i don that too. Hek2. Dunno about ER09..Maybe i wont go. If we have test the next day...huh. Don harap lah. But if he goes damn i'm going to force my dad to agree. :)

Peace!

Things..

Well..as far as i know...there is a guy in my tuition centre hu obviously like me...duh..Maybe he thinks i know maybe not. hes trying hes best to ask me out but thats not going to work. Hes quite good looking...but it doesnt interest me..not now not ever. Haiz....our sejarah projek..hope it gets done fast. I feel so jumbled up...i dont know if i should move on or not...It all depends on er09. If nothing happens on dat day...then maybe i'll move on and give this guy a chance. I need to update myself. No one said life was easy. Its just the decisions you make in life. I dont know how to meet dat guy next wik. I'm so freaked out.

Peace!