Self-centerednez

At least you still got her to BACK YOU UP KAN.

All so cool and lucious. With your bing bings here and your bing bings there. Well i hope your enjoying life BABE~ Your emotional and self-centered. Do you even now that?. Everything is to your hearts contempt! You dont care about other people around. You think that everyone loves you. But maybe once in your life, your wrong.

You. What do you know about other people??? You just stick around her and not bother to ask other people about their interests. Keep pushing yourself with your thoughts. WHO CARES RIGHT? I got my side and you got yours. I think that you have a problem. You are the one that needs to see a 'kaunselor'. You and your problems. I'm sick of you.

Mesti got people yang tersinggung pas towk.

Hai Hai!

Steph hereeee.

Helping Abby to update oso..

I know Ju updated dy but she askme update for her oso.

Ju!

Good job on the layouttt.

:D

Abby ain't no single laydeyhh no more!

She has this ngek punya gerek... erm2.. those who know her should know who la..

Nothing else to say.

Babigail's bday coming up this Sunday, don't forget to spam her blog and fb with bday wishes!

:D

updates

ju here, helping abby to update her half-dead blog, and help her find new layout also.

nothing to talk about >.>

this sunday is the princess' birthday :D

all you peeps out there better get her what she want or else..

currently typing craps, really dont know what to blog about, abby wont let me blog about VW, sheesh xp

and from now on, everyone can call abby babigail :D her new nickname XD and esha=babesha, steph=babephanie, en ni=babenni, and me(ju)=babiana(the nicest among all) i think.. LOL

nothing to talk about adi lah, abby dont kill me cos its so short xp

chau babes

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Wow....so long hah don balik here. Anywayz......today we all know dat its PUMPKIN DAY!!! in my book lah.. as in not Halloween. So.. today, i wanted pumpkins answer. Waited and waited but the whole day he had no reaction or answers or what so ever. Yes..it pressuring. It was already recess and still nothing. Haiyaa Claudia this ppl go and play macam-macam titanic over there. Mentang2 angin kuat... then on the way to class after rehat.. saw pumpkins friend and that stupid stooge go and ask him to tell pumpkin to go see her at waktu balik. So menyusahkan only lah this gurl. Then in claz cannot rest in peace. That kang-kang nangga ppl like he want to DIE. sheesh...Okay.. so wktu balik redi then that pumpkin go to 2 kuning and then they talk, talk, talk.. i knew he will say NO.

Emptiness sux

I feel so empty. I feel like a zombie. I cant focuse on anything.

This is tragedi. I cant even be happy anymore. My dad says dat. My bro says dat. I stare at nothing almost everytime. I feel so sick. I cant bear with this anymore. It hurts. This is always my biggest problem.

He like someone else.If i was immortal, seriously....i would start to kill. Especially on LGH.mCb. Release stress. . I Miss Him Terribly. Cant anyone see my problem??.Luckily gurlz dont grow beards or I would oredi have one. I love him. LOVE HIM.

More then anyone i've loved before. More than how much most people love their own partner! I need a therapist. HELLO??? I nid a doctor. I'm love sick. Shit. I need to go live again!

I cant do this

I cant do this anymore!!! I seriously think i cant. Maybe its because i c him everyday and cant ignore the fact that hes juz amazing. AmaZiNg!

I miss him. very very much. I would do anything for him-no nuding included. I juz want to c his eyes staring back at mine and his warmth. I miss him badly and terribly. I dont even Noe if i could keep this up. I dont know what hes thinking about, I dont know watz hes feeling, I dont know if hes happy or watever crap. I juz want to be there for him. Doesnt he realise dat.

Theres always sumone who actually cares for you out there. When the world is at its darkess point, that person is ready to share the company and comfort needed. And i feel that way for him. I LOVE HIM! I dont care wat the heck people say i dont bloody care! Everyone deserves a chance. Not just second chances but commitment to wat they are doing. I miz him enough to fill and entire ocean with this feeling.

X-zam

I flunk it. I flunk it. I flunk it. I flunk it. I flunk it. I flunk it. I flunk it. I flunk it. I flunk it.I flunk it

I blew it. Big time. Exam results are so depressing. Its killing me softly. I havent got any A's yet. How could i be so terrible??!! I dont like this at all. At all. I need a miracle. I will be expended from everything. I would be grounded from my books, my phone, going out, lepaking, even tv and any other communicating electronics!! Damn it!! Parents hu are over protective always piss they're kids up. Argghh!!!! my freaking BI!! stupid. I hate this. I told you my luck is lessening.

Could this be rili happening. Wat will happen next?? Find out when Abby gets over her Physcology Depression and her two over-protective parents.

Maybe

Probably, destiny, faith, hope, trust, adored etc. Are total crap. Its crap for me alrite. When i am juz so close to doing something and making it happen....verything just totally flunk!!

VeRy PrePOstEroUs!

Maybe my life is just getting miserable day by day. This is total bullshit. I cant even imagine how hard izit to go through life like this. No luck from anywhere!! I could use a little bit of luck now..or somehow...

I might be called desperate coz i dont freaking know what to do!

Stuff

Honestly i never got the time to be online. You know...parents. But, i did manage to go to the beach. Lol... we went on erm....monday and came back on wednesday. Haiz... When we reached there...i immidiately freaked becoz the hotel room was terribly small. The air-corn was horrible! Gosh....But the trip to the beach bought me out. I felt better. The beach was beautiful around sunset.....silver linings everywhere. Also....eyes everywhere. Lol. Went to eat the at the best seafood restaraunt in-the-world!!! Just got up 3 kg's becoz i ate none stop. Hu could resist the taste of beautiful seafood???........

Oh shit!! i cant believe the guy at my tuition centre hu obviously like me but wont say it.. cut his hair. Okay..almost skinhead but better then skinhead. He looks gorgeous. Bet, the gurlz go crazy....Lol...went to buy my brothers game pack after tuition. Apu.....so teruk lah that budak. Instead of getting a gud and awesome game, he chose the lame and boring one. Hadoh.... I dont understand kids nowadays. There was this guy at wisma.

Rite after i went down the escalator he pulled me to the side and ask for my number. Gawd! Hes hott! Luckily my dad wasnt there. Or the guy wil be toast..I couldnt say anything. Shit. So preposterous. He has a brown long frinch and perfect cutting of hair. He has gud english to0. He was the person hu gives out papers to advertise stuff after you come down the escalator. Probably coz i was alone...I juz stood there wid everyone looking. And said bye. Then chaw. Phobia liaw. Dat never ever happened. I think hes so desperate. Lol... I think he was finding for me coz he wasnt there when i peep out the lift. Or followed me. Ee-cek.

I think i finally just want to be hes fren. The guy hu ignores me is still ignoring me...I dont get hes problem. Why cant he accepts cool??? We were cool b4...Maybe he has physcological problem. lol. I feel so lazy to buy kredit. Wats the use. The only ppl mssgng me are twirps. Why cant they find someone else??? Haiz... Just my luck to run into him.

Haiyaa steph. I know lah you got all the free time in the world to update ure blog. There ^ You happy now??

Saturday

Finally!! Relief is my name. We have new tables, chairs, air-condition in our tuition. The class room is bigger. Now we dont have to get stuffed in the small room and die of suffocation. lol. But i think its to big for 2o of us. Oh wellz.. When to pizza after tuition...

Actually.....my dad allowed me to go to ER but after thinking twice...i thought dat 'someone' wouldnt want to see me and dat i would spoil his mood. So i didnt go. And most of my frenz werent going..so yea. At least stpeh talked to him and...nevermind.

Anywayz....My cat got stcuked in between th dawai of the gate. Who on earth asked it to climb the gate just to get to the otherside to take the fish??? Dats what happens to buglars. Lol. Poor thing. I think it has a phobia now coz it doesnt want to climb anymore. Lolz..

Gawd! studied like a maniac dat is about to die. 3 chapters of form 1 geo oredi want to mati just to remember everything. And shit! this is semester. I need a new memory card for my brain. Its over-loaded. Haiz...Must kah we have stupid semester test. Sheesh. PJK....must i study for PJK?? nah....i'll just read all the nonsancicle stuff. Jk.

Arghh!!!! my hair!! Bullshit! (sorry sha) Why did i let my friend dye it!! it luks like a sloth! I nid to erase this stupid colour. Its brown. Light brown. My hair....!!! My mum totally freaked when she saw it. I think she almost died. "Gurl!!! wat happen to ure hair!!!! (actually, she screamed first) Dye it bak!! now!!!" And so i did. I went to the hair dresser after dat coz my hair needed to be fixed.

Obsessed much wid my buk!!! Love at sea....how romantic is dat. Maybe not for you but in that buk..Its totally. dream catcher. Crossed Bones... I love it. 2nd best from little black dress. :) I can read it for up two 7 hours none stop nobody can stop me...muahaha!!!!

Okay, dats enough. I want a new bed!! mines spoiled. Lol.

Peace!