I cant do this

I cant do this anymore!!! I seriously think i cant. Maybe its because i c him everyday and cant ignore the fact that hes juz amazing. AmaZiNg!

I miss him. very very much. I would do anything for him-no nuding included. I juz want to c his eyes staring back at mine and his warmth. I miss him badly and terribly. I dont even Noe if i could keep this up. I dont know what hes thinking about, I dont know watz hes feeling, I dont know if hes happy or watever crap. I juz want to be there for him. Doesnt he realise dat.

Theres always sumone who actually cares for you out there. When the world is at its darkess point, that person is ready to share the company and comfort needed. And i feel that way for him. I LOVE HIM! I dont care wat the heck people say i dont bloody care! Everyone deserves a chance. Not just second chances but commitment to wat they are doing. I miz him enough to fill and entire ocean with this feeling.