I dont know

What should i do??

I think i still like him. I'm in a place where i think i have two feelings.Maybe i still like him maybe i still love him maybe i still hate him or maybe i just crush. Its so hard to avoid his view! Even how hard i try..i cant do it. It doesnt work. Not at all.

Maybe its becoz i didnt try harder. But come tot hink of it...i try quite hard. Really hard. Super hard. But i'm not getting better or worse just average. Haiz... ER09 is coming...Memories flying everywhere! So...ish.I dunno lah wat to do anymore.

Maybe hes with someone else...wonder hu. I mean he cant stay single forever. But i can. No ONE can replace him. Not even (England). Hmm..I think i will do dat dare steph. Maybe. Maybe not. But if i cant stand it i will. :)

He calms my soul everytime i look at him.

Peace!