I think

I think i'm crushing on someone....not seriously just mentally. Hes so nice and sweet but stupid in academic. But i know he will someday be succesful. I dont wan to tell him my feelings yet coz i'm scared i will ruin our friendship. I see him everytime at 5. And my stress goes away. Only Steph knows about it. If she tells anyone i'm steaming her. Now shes fast asleep so watever. Maybe i should tell him. Hes 14 too........but i just dont know yet........Esha says hes fine just stpd yea watever. But i dont think i will tell him coz i dont wan it to be serious. I dont wan any boys coz i still love someone. And i love him very much to be wid someone else. So far so good trying to forget about him. yea.

peace!